Some Kind of Monday
Hello, it seems like I’m writing a daily diary for a past couple of days..
I miss life. I miss the smiles and laughs of my friends and family. The past couple of days had me on my nerve everytime I feel concious. That’s because Papa’s health seems to be in a quite worrying condition, and he felt some kind of paranoia that makes me couldn’t go outside.. but I guess it’s fine if it means that he will get better sooner rather than later.
I do miss the way he gives me advice. I miss how he cares about our family more than everything, even though he had his own approach by being an angry machine so it will be just enough for us to listen.
Damn. Just last night had God reminds me to prepare for everything that could happen in the future, and I hope that anything the he had planned for me turned to be good for all parties related. And just before Papa’s call that night, which asked me to quickly come home, I was just sitting in a cafe with a friend of mine, having a Caramel Latte and discussing about business, love, and God.
Dear God, first of I want to be thankful for every breath that you have given to me and my family. I want you to know that I really do love my family — and prior to decision that you would take upon our lives, I really wish that there’s opportunity for all of my family to live happily and have a beautiful life.
We love you God, we really do.
God Bless All of Us, Alhamdulillah.
